Held

You held me.  You used to hold me.  I miss that.  But then again, in a way, I don't miss it at all.  You hurt me.  A lot.  There are some things I wish I could take back.  But then again, in a way, I would never take them back for the world.  I don't know what we had.  I have no idea what it was.  But it was real.  Oh, it was definitely real.  Whatever it was.  I miss you.

Suspend

I feel constantly suspended from some kind of cable and I can't ever seem to get down.  My nerves are always on edge and nothing seems to go right anymore.  I want you but I can't have you.  I don't want them, but they're always here.  I don't know what I want, but I have to figure it out.  Nerves suspended.  Always suspended.  Never letting go.

Convertible

Let's go back to the days when we would put the top down on that convertible red Eclipse and go down the Nags Head bridge at 100 miles per hour at midnight.  Let's go back to Run Hill.  The nights I'll never forget.  The nights we kissed under the stars.  I say I regret them, but you should know that I never will.  Those memories will forever be in the very center of my heart.

Startled

You startled me when you held open the door for me that day.  And then ever moreso when you chased after me just to talk to me.  It made me feel special.  Gave me butterflies.  Butterflies?  Yeah, haven't had them in a while.  Thank you for the smile you put on my face.  If only you knew how many more smiles I hope to put on your face.  Will that ever happen?  Probably not.